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Hello Ratan,

MY L2 FEEDBACK! FINALLY! I was in post L2 state and it came to an end a few minutes ago. I was waiting for the post L2 phase to end and now here is my feedback. L2 happened to me in three phases.
Phase 1- Pre-L2: Uncertain! I knew I had to do L2 but wasn’t sure about the ‘when’. The ‘when’ had to fulfill just one condition, that is, ‘when I do L2, I should be doing just L2′. Absolutely no other distractions. I wished to imbibe the process. The moment I saw the L2 batch 8 posters in Facebook, I was dangling with just one question, ‘Is this the right time?’. Anyhow, without answering that, I joined L2.

L2 the studio process: Yes, it was cakewalk. Every task you gave, I started with a doubt, ‘Can i do that?’, then like a miracle it would happen. The process amused me. Every exercise unfolded and helped me to connect the disjointed. The one I would want to mention here is the fear exercise. I always knew about my fears related to door. But just trough few seconds of the exercise I figured out why I had the fear. Its easier to deal when we know the cause. I enjoyed L2 more than my L1. L2 was an easier process because I knew i was in a safe place.

Post L2- the trauma: Trauma 1- Of course, my performance in grading did not feel right. Performance is not about how much someone liked or disliked it. Its not about watching our own video later and judging. It should just feel right. So, trauma 1 was figuring out what went wrong and how to get it right. Trauma 2- The rush of emotions was uncontrollable at times. It took me some time to make me a sane person after the insane L2 the studio process.

The final closure: After three months of L2 I finally figured out my trigger, to be precise at 2 AM on 20th of January,2013 where as L2 grading was on 28th of October, 2012. Its really tough to put in words, am grateful to you for teaching me the craft. I am not sure about how well i will be able to apply it. Every day i will try hard to put everything you taught into practice. Right now, I have 5 strong reasons to say am lucky and the first one in the list is, you are my teacher.

– Always grateful to you and our misf!t,
Sushma
L2 Batch 8 c/o the sewage batch