Hello Baba,

I took 4 days thinking how my note to you should be. I then realized what utter bull shit of work I am doing… All I want to do is to have words flow from an honest place.

I read a book some time back titled ” Drawing on the right side of the brain”. This book speaks about how sometimes we need to shut the left “dominant” part of brain in order to create something. With the acting classes, I also realized that, I need to shut my entire ego to ensure I discover “self” I came to the class as an individual who was just coping up from a bad job and a worst state of mind. I had frequent panic attacks and was completely detached from reality. I had a very pessimistic approach to life and was just living through it day in and day out. I am a changed individual now. I love each day and I can see life in everything. Every small thing excites me. I can hear birds sing and I can feel the wind on my face…. other day, I was just moving my hand in the air and felt a very comforting thing. As if I am surrounded by an invisible packet of air that brings warmth and energy all along. I really am enjoying life to the fullest now. One of the things that I realised in this journey was that, I love creating…. creating things, thoughts, words…. anything…. and thats why this course for me is very special. You get to create characters… almost like god! I was always a sucker for good music… and now I know why…. its the sounds that are created…. a composition…. everything coming together…. That alone is such a high! Having said all this…. I am also afraid now…. I am afraid that, I may be an addict of this positivity…. I am afraid of missing the endless positivity that flows in your company….. I want to have this go on forever… and ever…. To many more days of sheer positivity and creativity… I will end this note with a dialogue from the movie “Troy” modified for this instance

we are your children! we know what’s waiting beyond that wall… its Immortality of creation… we will Take it! It’s ours!

Vikram (Vikky)